Home? The library? It all seems the same to me now...

I have never spent so much time in a library as this weekend...and the really annoying thing is that I don't think I was particularly productive. This essay -which I should have just done properly the first time round- is consuming me entirely. Please PLEASE let it be done...and then there are the other three due by the end of March. Who said first year was a doss?!

Aside from feeling study worn, the disappointment of the crush that can't be is still eating away at me. It's not too bad or anything, just an annoying, empty melancholia that appears when I am doing nothing, or when the person's brought up in conversation. I should be too busy to either have conversations or do nothing, but there you go...lazy college student I am!

Anything positive? Well....Had a rather nice evening/night yesterday in Howth, went for a little walk, two of my crazy friends decided to go swimming in the arctic like waters and then we went on a mini pub crawl. Or, in my case, hot chocolate crawl (I'm cool like that).

So back to doing SOMETHING!

See ya